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“I’m having a meeting with my financial adviser in about two weeks. I can’t wait to meet with him to find out what I should do.”

"It wasn't random, it couldn't have been more deliberate and targeted. Whether I'll ever find out, I almost have to deal with the possibility that I might not and that is psychologically impacting."

We ended up with the same answer, which was basically that the only way to find out is to get some gigs in small venues.

There is also an anxious wait to find out what comes next.

"It got ripped away. I am angry. It's a bit of a kick in the teeth finding out that it could have been prevented."